Foreword

I am regular person.  I have limited knowledge, limited capability, limited understanding of Tao.  I am not Chinese educated and not too good in English.  I try my best to post whatever I can transcript.  I am in a desperate situation, my mother is very ill.  I hope this blog will benefit others and help me earn good deeds to pass on to my mother.  I hope she will be well soon.  I hope to bring her and father to some place that I should have done so.  I hope I am not too late. Ma, please get well soon.  I have a lot to tell you and I have a lot to do.  I'm sorry for my past behaviour and i regret not telling you how much i appreciate you in my life.  You are my good mother, please be well soon.  I'm scared now.